If you read this before I find you, please come back to me. I will do anything you want. I just want you to know that I do love you. I love you so much there no word that can describe how I feel for you. I know that I hadn’t been treating you right but I promise I will not make to same mistake again.
During the battle with Voldemort, a small part of him had become apart of me. I couldn’t control myself around you. I didn’t want to hurt you. I thought it was the best thing to do if I stay away from you until I could learned to control myself. I didn’t know I will lose you this way.
At the beginning when I first gave you the diary, I told you that no-one will be able to read what you had written. It wasn't a lie, all I know is that I must had hurt badly because I can see the tear stain on nearly every single pages.
I never meant to make to make you cry. When I saw you try to end your life, I couldn’t believe my eye. I saw the tear in your eye for the very first time, and I vow to myself to do everything in my power to stop it from never happening again. I guess I failure really badly. You were meant to be a bratty rich sob that must have everything your way. I could not stand to see the sadness and pain in your eye. I knew that your life was falling apart and I hope that could make it better. A long the way of getting to know the real you, I had somehow fallen in love with you.
When I notice that you were gone, I never felt so miserable. I felt like my world fall apart after I read your letter, I never knew I hurt-ed you so badly. The worst part is that I didn’t notice until a week later. I never knew how much I taken you for granted before. I know that I made a big mistake but call me selfless if you want, I will look for you and I will never stop until I find you again. You made me believe that you would always be with me and I can not and will not let you go.
I promise I will do everything you ask of me but I refuse to let to go again if I ever found you. You should know by now that you belong to me and I belong to you. You made me so happy when you gave yourself to me and I promise I will made you happy too. Please do not ever let anyone else touch you because I do not know if I handle it. If anyone try to touch you, let them know that I will made there life worst then death.
I will see you soon.
Note: I hope you guys enjoy the story...I will be either writing Ray of Light or possible an original story after this. I do not know yet. :)
bye for now