Turning points, part 1 (Buffy)
disclaimer in the first chapter
She knows he doesn’t love her
is the only one that has ever, now and forever matter to him
And she doesn’t mind.
Really. It’s not like she loves him or anything, she has no more illusions on that than he does
She never told him when she goes into one of her ‘walks’ that generally last for weeks on end, and he never asked.
She has a feeling that he knows exactly what she does anyway. He’s simply just like that.
She visited Willow’s family this time around.
They were one of the few who knows, and she can’t decide if it makes her feel better or not.
They don’t need her anyway, not really.
It seems that the propensity of trouble–attracting personality was a unique generation trait in the Scooby generation.
So she mostly watched them from afar, content to know that they are alright.
And then she will come back
AN: yep, the story's not dead yet :P
Sorry for the ones who were reading :)
as always, concrit welcome