Broken

Hello All!

Not sure if I want to make this a little ficlet series or what…But for now you can have this.

Ali

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the BTVS characters or HP’s characters, I own the plot that’s it, and even that is up for grabs.


Broken


Did you know she tore them apart?

She broke them like pieces of a puzzle…scattered them at a distance hiding them in places no one could ever find.

There was blood on her hands…drying and flaking, under nails, staining her skin…

Disgusting….

She should be dead…

She wanted to be dead…buried deep underground, locked in chains, hidden away.

Disgusting…

It hurt more…living…breathing, without her, always without her, forever without.

Did you know she tore them apart?

Wormed her way inside their heads, tearing up their insides until they begged and screamed and the pain was all there was…

She hadn’t cared…

She wanted them to hurt, to bleed, to beg…

They took away the sun…

There was blood on her hands…she had laughed, magic coursing through her veins, swallowing her whole protecting her…And she picked them to pieces…

It rained for days…weeks…or maybe that was in her head?

Cause they took away the sun…

She had felt it…the pain, the sorrow the anguish she could end it…but he was there…always there, forever there…Her Hero….

Her best friend…

She had cried…screamed…because there was blood on her hands, under her nails, staining her skin tainting, dark….

Disgusting…

She could have ended it…

They didn’t let her…of course…

Of course

They took away her spark…sent her away…

Without the Sun…forever dark forever tainted…

And the blood…she cried for days at first…tried to end it herself…watched her blood seep from the gashes on her wrist in a dark crimson river and she hadn’t cared, she couldn’t feel it…

They took away her Sun…

They healed it, with magic, always magic…it was the root…she didn’t deserve it…

So they took it away…her spark…so she couldn’t hurt, couldn’t kill, couldn’t taint…


She was stuck…stuck inside her own mind with ghosts of people she killed to early…she would laugh, giggle escaping her lips until she cried and couldn’t stop…it ate her alive…

She tore them pieces….their blood on her skin…they took away her sun.

Took it away…

away

Gone.

Gone

It was raining…

She thought maybe it could have been raining….there was blood on her hands.

She couldn’t get it off…

They didn’t talk to her, just left her alone, with her rain and the blood on her hands and the voices in her head…

In the dark…

In the dark…

She tried to jump into the lake…she did…she saw the squid…

Mermaids…

She was content to stay down there…wet and dark…forgotten forever.

Forever

But they drug her out, with magic…made her heart start beating, and forced life back into her lungs…

They made her live with a hole in her chest, gaping and unfilled and hurting…

Forever hurting.

Forever

And then one day he came…His steel grey eyes looking her over, digesting unafraid….

What did you do? his voice was rough, whispered, curious…

She didn’t answer right away…for days…weeks…she didn’t answer.

But he always came back.

And it rained.

And the blood stayed on her skin.

And her Sun didn’t come back.

Sad green emerald eyes gazed out through the window...tired…afraid…empty…

Empty

But she answered finally, her voice just a whisper.

I tore them apart.